Just some rambling...

I don't have a whole lot to write about, but still wanted to write something anyway. It has been close to 3wks since my last treatment, next one is due this coming Tuesday, Nov. 10th. I've been really really tired since the last one, had a lot of minor aching all over, and my fingers are almost out of commission period! All of the ends of my fingers feel like they have been smashed in a car door, but my pointer finger on the left hand is really giving me trouble. It's so sore and just feels like it could bust open, I almost wish it would! And the one on my right hand seems to be getting in the same shape. Looks like I might have to ask for a break from chemo to let my hands heal some. I have a hard time opening just about anything, and even typing this is uncomfortable. The chemo in the past has made my nails come loose from the nail beds, but that's as far as they went, they didn't actually come all the way off, but I'm pretty sure that the nail on my pointer finger won't be hanging on much longer, pun intended, lol!! I know that the weather is changing, and has a lot to do with me staying cold lately, but I can usually transition to cold weather better than I have been this year. I have been freezing for the past few weeks! I just cannot get, and stay, warm! It could be one of the chemos, I plan on asking when I see the dr Tuesday. I guess a lot of it has to do with the fact that there isn't much hair on my head to keep the heat in, too! LOL! Well, my finger says its time to stop rambling and give it a rest!