Don't really have anything in mind to write tonight/ this morning. It's 1:30am and I'm still up, even tho I know that I will feel like crap tomorrow. Went on the field trip, and had a great time with the kids, all of them, not just my own. But we went in one of the inside exhibits and it was a tad bit too warm in the building and that triggered a headache, and by the time I made it home around 4 o'clock, it was a full blown migraine! But I took something and laid down, and thankfully it went away about as fast as it came on. So that's the reason I am up, my dear husband let me sleep til 7, and I did not intend on sleeping that late! I was thinking about my last post and where I was mentioning my trust and faith in God. Well, it made me realize that it almost sounds like I think I am invincible, and that's not the case at all! I know that there is a chance that I won't make it through this thing, but you know what, I could just as easily die tomorrow from a car accident or something totally not relating to this disease, so why bring myself down thinking that I'm gonna die from cancer? It's just that I am peace with it, that's all. Oh, something to look forward to, we're going camping this wknd! AND, it will be a scrapping wknd for me and Kim! AND, the kids are staying with mamaw and papaw! AND, we will send the husbands to the RodRun! Ok, so I feel a little guilty leaving the kids home, but I deserve a break, and besides, it's not warm enough for them to swim, and that's their favorite part about camping.
A lot of people have been sharing links to other breast cancer blogs, and I am saving them all in my favorites, so keep them coming!! I would rather read actual "been there, done that" stories than the medical terminology! (Thanks, Chanda for the most recent link! I have read all of it already and really need to get in touch with her!) I love the cards that have been coming! Comments of encouragement and prayers are always a blessing. But the biggest blessing I could get is knowing that somebody could benefit from something I have wrote, so please, please, please, pass my blog along to anybody! And I appreciate each comment added, and apologize that I am not getting to respond personally to each one. I'm leaving you with a link I came across on another BC blog earlier today, thought it was cute.
http://www.circusofcancer.org/HTH-01.html